about one week have past.. i do have a couple news things that wish to record down.. firstly its kinda great that i have found back a job, but quite a unstable job though. Same job, as a waiter, but this time round, im serving peranakan food. its somewhere round in the hidden street of joo chiat. hmm.. joo chiat.. somewhat a messy place.. thats the first impression..but indeed it is.. innocent by the day and uglied through the night.. at my first day of work there, the first impression was that the place was really so small.. its like erm... about 1 and half of my room size, which is kinda small for a resturant.. the food is new, and name is in malay.. well, its peranakan food and having a malay name is certainly not alien.. fortunately i do know some basics and thus i am able to learn those dishes, erm...maybe in a faster pace? while serving the dishes.. i notice some trends that the customers are kinda high class.. wat i meant is that the way the dress.. their behaviour etc.. they all are pretty kind.. hmm.. i like the style of this resturant.. as in the working environment, its some wat similar to my prevous work place, tamade.. its pronouced as tamadei.. maybe the reason is due to the work of my supervisor, cus he kinda adapt the system into this resturant.. so this time round i didnt feel so stressed up compared to the first time at tamade.. whats the best things is that the pay is gd and the bosses is good too.. kind and does not ill treat workers.. boss invited to me stay for dinner, and i get to eat a 3 course dinner for free- peranakan rojak, dried mee siam, and durian chendol.. gosh.. soo nice!!!! oh ya.. during work there is one tiny embrassment.. hahaha gosh.. guess wat? when i go toilet, i forget to lock the door..cause too urgent and someone opened it!!!!!!!!! arhhhhh... im maluated man.. i quickly slam the door.. opps.. hahaha then when i walk out and act as though nothing happen and quickly ran back to work.. somehow i noticed that guy face was like malu also.. hahaha tian ar... thanks to my reflexes that i slam the door shut before.......erm... hahahaha exposed? hahaha malu man...
during the sch week.. really busy with projects and stuff.. especially quizes.. hai.. sad.. did badly for all the quizes.. and really mean bad to the extend of borderlining... this time round im gone for sure... hai.. think alot people will laugh at my failure..i hate the expression they give when their marks is lower then mine and kinda show that disgusted face of how can my marks be higherthen theirs? after which they will go ask lect for extra marks..if their marks higher, smug face shown...oh well no comments to this.. nothing i can do.. i had put in my best effort.. and yet... pray and pray and pray with all my might that these will not happen during exams.. els im doomed for this sem.. dying in this sem would results to crushing of my dreams.. hai... if anyone has spare luck do give some to me yea? i need them most.. hmm.. talking about dreams.. A lvl results was released.. some friends did wat they expected but sadly some didnt.. really understand how they feel.. so dear friends, do not despair if things didnt turn out well as expected.. things doesnt always turn out bad for all times, theres is always next time..
the week end of with finally a short break before studying for term test and exams.. hopefully, my mind is able to settle down after so much things had happened..concentrate well enough.. remember to spare me some luck 8)
hmm... finally hve the time to enter an entry.. its also because i hve some thoughts that i might wish to record down.. been kinda quite hot tempered recently.. did lost my cool serveral times but didnt really mean to those whom i had blasted at.. not really at anyone besides one particular person.. haha oh well... soo.. maybe i might wish to apologies here.. sometimes i jus cant help it as to see things didnt turn out well..so many things to do yet little time.. worst still the drive i once had seems to be fading... the luck that i once had seems to diminsh into thin air.. watever i do jus dun seems to turn out right.. or worst totally gone haywire... my projects, especially my quiz.. really do very badly.. gosh.. pls return all those back to me... moreover the indirect pressure that the surrounding and peers giving me is indeed overwhelming man... the one "top guy, top student, smart ones, kuai kia.." this few names is indeed a compliment but really weighs more then a thousand tons.. im afraid to kinda didnt perform as to wat they hve expected.. kinda will like erm... ma lu? as i hve noticed.. or maybe im sensative/ paranoid.. friends around me seems to be challenging me... gosh.. this is tough.. hai.... oh well.. this sem is kinda a wrong sem.. wats worst is that during some of quizes.. very guilty.. i cheated.. i really dun like the feeling of compromising my integrity.. but once i see the paper.. its like my mind went blank and the more i panick the more i cant think.. then in the end i copied... so guilty... i jus wish that i am being forgived by lady luck or ominiscent beings.. and would not further take my luck and drive away.. its like each time i copy.. the more i feel bad.. gosh.. i jus hope things will not be as bad for upcoming quiz and exams.. which is jus around the corner... pls pls pls forgive me.. im jus desperate...
erm.. today kinda did something guilty again.. i went to catch a movie whereby i should spend my time studying and catch up wats left behind.. i went to watch the hitch.. er.. its indeed a nice movie.. basically i would recommend guys who hve no courage or lost hope in love to watch this show.. couples who wanna to get more info about this thingy.. and for ladies who wanna know more about a guy.. the show truely displayed how faith and truthful a guy can be and only thing is lacking of courage to approach their dream girl... it also indirectly teaches some techniques which is indeed practical to "introduce" yourself to the ladies... this show had tons of comedy scenes too.. i laughed throughout the show... and of course watching this show indeed boast some courage within guys to approach the ladies.. but its too late for me though.. hahaha.. overall its a must watch show.. be sure to catch it man..
hmm.. a new blog i've made.. finally posted something here besides "testing testing".. kinda my first time making this blog skin, is it nice enough? haha i hope so.. i hve an old blog.. erm.. jus for people whom are really very very keen in knowing my past, not many though, u can try solving this code: http://00010011 00010100 00000001 00010010 00010010 00011001 00001110 00001001 00000111 00001000 00010100 00011010 00011010 00011010.blogspot.com/... hmm.. wonder who will actually solve this? haha.. for those whom really did solve this code, do tell me yea? maybe will give u a digital hamper or something 8).. back to present, hmm.. do give some comments on this skin.. althought i didnt really made this myself but i made 90% modification from a skin which looks kinda femine..just for ur info, the bears and that singapore river photo are 2 of the best work shots i hve caught.. nice right? hehe really kinda proud of them.. maybe next time got more of such nice nice photos will post it up here too.. this blog skin i might made some more modifications to perfect it if i hve the time...erm.. so thats all to start of my blog...
