hmm... finally hve the time to enter an entry.. its also because i hve some thoughts that i might wish to record down.. been kinda quite hot tempered recently.. did lost my cool serveral times but didnt really mean to those whom i had blasted at.. not really at anyone besides one particular person.. haha oh well... soo.. maybe i might wish to apologies here.. sometimes i jus cant help it as to see things didnt turn out well..so many things to do yet little time.. worst still the drive i once had seems to be fading... the luck that i once had seems to diminsh into thin air.. watever i do jus dun seems to turn out right.. or worst totally gone haywire... my projects, especially my quiz.. really do very badly.. gosh.. pls return all those back to me... moreover the indirect pressure that the surrounding and peers giving me is indeed overwhelming man... the one "top guy, top student, smart ones, kuai kia.." this few names is indeed a compliment but really weighs more then a thousand tons.. im afraid to kinda didnt perform as to wat they hve expected.. kinda will like erm... ma lu? as i hve noticed.. or maybe im sensative/ paranoid.. friends around me seems to be challenging me... gosh.. this is tough.. hai.... oh well.. this sem is kinda a wrong sem.. wats worst is that during some of quizes.. very guilty.. i cheated.. i really dun like the feeling of compromising my integrity.. but once i see the paper.. its like my mind went blank and the more i panick the more i cant think.. then in the end i copied... so guilty... i jus wish that i am being forgived by lady luck or ominiscent beings.. and would not further take my luck and drive away.. its like each time i copy.. the more i feel bad.. gosh.. i jus hope things will not be as bad for upcoming quiz and exams.. which is jus around the corner... pls pls pls forgive me.. im jus desperate...
erm.. today kinda did something guilty again.. i went to catch a movie whereby i should spend my time studying and catch up wats left behind.. i went to watch the hitch.. er.. its indeed a nice movie.. basically i would recommend guys who hve no courage or lost hope in love to watch this show.. couples who wanna to get more info about this thingy.. and for ladies who wanna know more about a guy.. the show truely displayed how faith and truthful a guy can be and only thing is lacking of courage to approach their dream girl... it also indirectly teaches some techniques which is indeed practical to "introduce" yourself to the ladies... this show had tons of comedy scenes too.. i laughed throughout the show... and of course watching this show indeed boast some courage within guys to approach the ladies.. but its too late for me though.. hahaha.. overall its a must watch show.. be sure to catch it man..
