Untouchable memories,
Seems to keep huanting me.
Another love so true,
That once turn my grey sky blue.
But beautiful moments,
Are known when they are past.
As old as i may grow,
Never shall you be forgotten.
its being so long since i ever wrote something... hmm.. wat had happened past few months... basically nothing much.. graduated finally.. got gold... but well.. i feel no glory to it.. its really not mine at all.. it was supposed to be hers.. i got it because the school suddenly changed the system to GPA.. if its still marks.. im no where near the top few... sighz.. sry.. i didnt meant to take it from you... really feel very bad about it...
and erm... yea.. worked as IT sales assistant selling PDAs and mp3 players... new experienced for me.. learnt many stuff as well... after that worked in school as TSO.. 1st week worked, recevied call from cmpb.. changed my enlistment to 7 july...2nd week submitted resignation letter.. felt that alot ppl not happy with it... sry again for that...3rd week will be my last week... then get rdy to go NS..
sicked... sicked at the wrong time... night cycling... i went depite that time sick... moreover it still rain... thinking that i might hve a chance to...sighz... but still no... then again.. a BBQ invited by her...... had somemore chances but i didnt... regretted alot of things... im not sure if i will still regret it another time... its been so many chances... i had been provided so many chances to let her know... but i didnt.. i am too afraid.. such a big coward i am.... i totally dunno how she feel.. really absolutly nothing... i dun dare... really i dun... sighz.. why.. why... sighz... exchanged many smses, for the first time since 5 years i ever chat with someone on the phone... my mind is trapped... closed my eyes.. images starts to appear... first time... first time this feeling so strong.. but how i gonna let her know this....... oh man.. im nuts.. so disappointed.. but at the same time im afriad i might lost her once more.. why why.... why i cant jus her know about this.. .why... why... im really no man... no man... no man... not a man... sighz... im so upset.. dissapointed.. how am i gonna ever get pass this......
beautiful moments @ 2:49 AM
ME
Pharoahx
04-08-1986
Staying in Paris
Likes
Best of pals
Corona w LOTSA lime
*Hates
Insensitive Bugger
Useless Backstabber
Brainless Leader
Lonely Lonliness
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