erm...hmm.. its been some time since i record something down. but actual reason is that there arent anything significant to be remembered. some events happened since last entry would be chalets for friends' birthday. nicely drunk on several occasions.. haha nice feeling when unpleasent memories can be abandoned sometimes and jus do wat u think.... but of course its still in sober mode so as not to do things that is against my principles and must be morally upright.... afterall, i still kinda a image sensative person you see... hahaa.. congrates to those who had entered adulthood.. but seriously i dun like the feeling of entering adulthood... cant stand the fact that me finally growing old and feeling the pain of getting so old.. yeeeew....
life recently not that nice... not having enough sleep, involved in soo many office politics, difficulty in handling some shit interpersonal skills with certain people.... being at the wrong place and the wrong time, ended up doing extra work without recognition and appreciation.... sighz.. thats life i guess.. gotta learn to accept the fact that sometime, things really dun go with wat we think and expected... worst still... nightmares seems to be huanting me... not gd not gd....
many nights woke up perspiring and shocked... fortunately.. nice friends around like paul can hang out with at times to get some fresh air.. hahaha sometimes really wanted to thank them and again esp paul to fork out some time to go out... but hahaha abit ps to tell them face to face... appreciation is sometimes hard to express at times... hahaha especially for me.. sighz...
hmmmm... about 30mins ago, which is like 04-07-2007 at roughly 2345hrs, a year ago.... i drew tons and tons and tons of courage somehow on that very night to express some thoughts to a special one... time flies and i've actually been a waiter for a year.. but to be exact its probably more that a year.. 2 years or more maybe... hahaha me wonder... has memories faded for the one... or perhaps the answer is already been expressed in terms of hints.... me not sure.. me jus a useless juke when comes to such things......... despair im becoming.... hahaha well.. lets see how fate goes.... as usual.. down with sorrows, drink till there's no tomorrow... CHEERS~
