after living as an adult for slightly more than a month.. it seems to me that nothing more than the usual stuff is happening around.. but some thinking seems to be changed... started to think of saving money seriously this time round... actually got physchoed to open a saving account from citibank.. partly due to that the interest rate is high.. trying to force myself that the money there must be stationary and not to be touched.. well... can possible be considered as "lao po ben"....
strange... i wonder.. does the feeling of lonliness grows together with age... i kept feeling quite alone most of the times... sometimes its that i had something to share.. for a moment i not sure whom i can share with... afraid that if it would it be misinterpreted negatively... or could have said something wrong.. hence i'll jus drop the idea.. moreover.. every now and then, i'll jus keep checking my hp if there's any msg or miss call... when i see that there isnt and call or msg.. somehow.. i feel abit... well.. i'll jus sighz... the frequency seems to be increasing.. but if there's a msg, super delighted i am.. even if its jus a simple forward msg.. and one bad thing is that.. the thought of going back to drinking.. whenever i had nothing to be occupied with, i'll keep thinking about going for drink... am i sorta addicted..?? well.. totally no idea.. hahaha sounds like self pity(ing).. nah.. not really though.. jus wanna pour something out... else somehow feel very vex... another new week.. maybe it be a better week.. for me and everyone... Cheers~~
