again almost a month since last entry... a recap of some significant events that happened so far.. well.. of course.. the very first is me birthday.. though it might be late now but still wanna sincerely thank me pal who had fork out some time to attend this party despite their busy scheduel.. hmm.. enjoyed much much that day but suffered much much more after that.. hmm... quite bad that i damaged my gastric due to excessive drinking without filling up my stomach.. stupid and silly move but sometimes jus cant help it.. hmm.. how should i phrase it.. maybe its the kick that ur brain dun function and u act base on how ur heart feels... lucky after i asked around.. i realise that my heart is not that bad.. had not done any bad stuff.. haha lucky me.. but well.. i think i splurted out somethings that not meant to say... that caused a butterfly effect.. or perhaps not really to the affected ones but to me... gosh.. i really dunno how to answer thoroughly for it.. even though they said their fine and understands it.. but me can help it but to keep apologising in my heart to them.. and gosh... there goes my image... after which.. became bed ridden for close to 4 days.. and stuck with semi solid food for near 1.5 weeks.. gosh... alcohol do have "deadly" effect eh.. this kinda marks the end of me 21st celebration.. and guess im afraid of alcohol for a while.. but not for long..
after the recovery.. or in the recovering state.. manage to catch 2 movies.. flashpoint and 881.. both were nice shows and of course 881 being soooo touching that had caused me drop a few drops of tears... unfortunately.. a female friend of mine happend to see it... gosh.. how unsightly and unlucky it would be for me.. letting a lady seeing such a situation.. very very embrassing eh... haha oh well... lucky for me... i think that she had forgotten about it by now...
upcoming month would be a month where im prepared to be broke... fasting from luxurious delicacies to prepare for nice nice gifts.. and of course this time round i have my medicine prepared and learnt a lesson... to eat tons of food before drinking.. shall i get my "revenge"? or shall i be a saint and refrain from the TRUE HEART feeling...... Cheers...
*PS*Scarborough Fair gives a very melancholy rythem isnt it... such a nice song..
